| Reprinted
with kind permission from St. Joseph Publications from the book She Went in Haste to the Mountain (Book 1) NOTE: All excerpts from Conchita's Diary will be in extra-bold type |
From my schooldays
a passage from a play still remains etched in my mind:
In winter God disposes
that mysteries be fulfilled,
and seeds take root,
and grow strong under the ground,
to develop in such a way
as to bring forth fruit later on.
It appears that God also had His winter plans for Garabandal . . . Under the frigid inclemency of the wintry season, He aimed to give silent root to the many things that He had sown. In this way, through a period of tests and week after week of lethargy, He protected and favored the slow germination that would bring forth the most luscious fruits. The appearance of the meadows in winter is bleak; but that is the time when mysteries are accomplished in the womb of mother earth.
With October 18th, 1961 began the first winter in the history of the great events of Garabandal, a winter which goes beyond the simple meteorological extent.
The icy wind of disillusion from October 18th had cut down and scattered many enthusiasts and well-wishers of Garabandal. And now the publication of a new «Nota» from the bishop of Santander arrived with telling effect.
From Warning to Discredit
The chief Apostolic Administrator of the diocese, Bishop Doroteo Fernández, with a precipitation that we are not able to explain and which history will judge, immediately made the feeling of the Commission his own, and spread it to the four winds through a «Nota Oficial» published in the Boletín del Obispado in November:
Most beloved sons:
It has been some time Since you were told what our attitude must be in the face of the public rumors that attribute to the Most Holy Virgin certain marvelous events, especially revelations, apparitions, oral locutions, and other more or less extraordinary signs.
We [The use of the word we in place of I is what could be called an authoritarian plural or a royal plural. Up until recently it was the standard form used, almost obligatory, in documents from the ecclesiastical hierarchies. I point this out, since readers may wonder at the use of the expression.] would like to see in all of you the highest discretion and prudence with which the Church judges the supernaturalness of such phenomena. Powerful is the Lord, Who gives us revelation when it pleases Him to manifest Himself, and speaks to us when it is in accordance with His goodness. But it would be a great lack of wisdom in us to accept every wind of human opinion as coming from the Lord. When God wishes to speak, He does it in terms that are clear and unequivocal. When He wishes to tell us something, His words do not allow tergiversation (evasion) or obscurity. And it is the Church founded by Jesus Christ — not by public opinion, and much less by any particular person — that is competent to judge definitively on such allegedly supernatural events. Let no one arrogate and attribute to himself functions and powers which God has not entrusted to him, for such a one would be a usurper and an intruder.
In what concerns the events that have been happening at San Sebastian de Garabandal, a town in our diocese, you should be told that in the fulfillment . of our pastoral duty and to avoid the unfounded and bold interpretations of those who venture to give a definitive judgment where the Church does not believe it still prudent to do so; also to guide souls, we have come to declare the following:
1. It is clear that the above mentioned apparitions, visions, locutions and revelations up to now can not be presented or held to have a serious foundation for truth and authenticity.
2. Priests should
absolutely abstain from whatever would contribute to create confusion among
the Christian people. Thus they should cautiously avoid, as far as it depends
on them, the organization of visits or pilgrimages to the place referred
to.

3. Priests should instruct the faithful with wisdom and charity concerning the true feeling of the Church in these matters. They should make them understand that our faith does not require such aids of supposed revelations and miracles to maintain it.
We believe that God has revealed Himself to us and that the Church teaches us: in this category belong the clear and authentic miracles of Jesus Christ. He gives them to us as a proof of His doctrine, to which there is nothing more to add. If He — by Himself, or by means of His Most Holy Mother — wishes to speak to us, we should be attentive in listening to His words and saying like Samuel: "Speak Lord, your servant hears."
4. Priests likewise should instruct the faithful that the best disposition for hearing the voice of God is a perfect, complete and humble submission to the teachings of the Church; and that no one can hear with fruit the voice of God in heaven if he rejects with pride the doctrine of Mother Church, who welcomes us and sanctifies us on this earth.
5. As for you, beloved faithful, do not allow yourselves to be seduced by any wind of doctrine. Hear with submission and trust the teachings of your priests, placed at your side to be teachers of the truth in the Church.
I know that you have been impatiently waiting, and that confusion has burdened many minds in the face of the events that have recently occurred. I would wish to bring to your conscience the peace and tranquility that is the basic foundation of a calm and rational judgment. Let no one take away the precious gift of peace that rests in God and "do not be alarmed, either by the spirit, or by words, or by writing," as St. Paul said to the Thessalonians.
Having these our sentiments, most dearly beloved sons, let us hope that the Virgin, whom we hail under the title of Sedes Sapientiae — Seat of Wisdom — will enlighten us to know everything that is useful for the glory of her Son and our salvation.
With all this everyone can see too — without sufficient cause in my judgment — it increases the negative attitude against the events of Garabandal. It advances from «Nothing obliges us to affirm the supernaturalness of the events.» in the first «Nota» to stating in the second «Nota» that «The apparitions, visions, locutions, and revelations up to now can not be presented or held to have a serious foundation for truth and authenticity.»
And the Apostolic Administrator had not personally seen or observed anything. He has based his opinion completely on the Commission, which also had not seen or observed the matter sufficiently. Furthermore, it had not taken the precaution of proceeding with a legitimate investigation, questioning in an adequate manner the girls and the main witnesses: the girls' families, the village priest, and the honest people who closely followed the affair. [What I am stating in this paragraph has already been shown in the preceding chapters.]

"Nothing obliges us to affirm the supernaturalness of the events."
Well, let us return to the second and last «Nota» of Bishop Doroteo Fernández.[Months later, Bishop Doroteo Fernandez was reassigned from Santander — where, according to what had been said, he hoped to remain as the titular and residential bishop — to Badajoz, where he was the Apostolic Administrator until 1971.] I have previously recognized the two values that it seems to hold: good pastoral zeal and a general tone of prudence; but I ought equally to point out some things that take away its value:
For judgment I cane into this world;That those who are blind, may see;Andthose who see, may become blind. (John 9:39)
The words of God to men are ordinarily a process of progressive communication that only become sufficiently clear in the end, and this only to souls with good will. It is like the coming of light at dawn: some hazy beginnings and dim rays that do not allow the distance to be viewed or shapes and profiles to be made out, going on to become the full splendor that shows us everything around us in detail.
— «When God wishes to speak. He does it in clear and unequivocal terms. »
Yes, like the ancient prophets in the Old Testament. Read any one of them, and you will see how clearly and unequivocally they are understood from the first reading . . . Yes, as in many other passages of the last prophecy of the New Testament, the Apocalypse, where whole chapters are still waiting a substantial clarification.
Jesus Himself, the Word from the
Father, communicated certain things with immediate and crystal clearness;
but in many others . . . How did He answer Nicodemus? (John
3: 1-14) Or the woman of Sicar? (John 4: 1-14)
Or those hearing His parables of the kingdom of heaven? (Matthew
13: 10-15) Or those who were listening to Him in the synagogue at
Capharnum on the day following the multiplication of bread? (John
6: 60-66) Or how did He answer those who surrounded Him at the end
of His life, with the vehement demand: How
long will you keep us in suspense? If you are really the Messiah that we
are waiting for, tell us one time plainly. (John 10:
24) [Anyone want another example? Here is one described in
Matthew 11: 2-15 and in Luke 7: 18. John the Baptist called two of his
disciples and sent them to Jesus with this question, Are
you he who is to come or do we look for another?
The question was
stated in clear and unmistakable terms to put Jesus in the position of
affirming Himself openly as the Messiah or the Christ. But how did Jesus
answer?
He put before those
sent a series of prodigies saying to them: Go
and tell John what you have seen and heard: the blind see, the lame walk,
the lepers are cleansed, the deaf hear, the dead are raised to life, the
gospel is preached to the poor. And fortunate is the one who is not scandalized
in me.
This was no clear
and unmistakable answer, but a very mysterious one. It was sufficiently
clear so that certain souls would understand it, and sufficiently obscure
so that those without a good disposition toward the light would be confused.
How significant
is the final sentence, Fortunate is the
one who is not scandalized in me. Or according to a more literal
translation from the Greek, Fortunate is
the one whom I do not cause to stumble. Evidently, in the works
and in the sayings of Jesus, the badly disposed are able to find a cause
or basis for turning away and being repelled.]
—«When He wishes to tell us something, His words do not allow tergiversation or obscureness.»
Yes, because of this, in the Church there have never appeared heretics and teachers of error, who always try to base their doctrines on texts of the Word of God...
What the bishop says in his second note should be compared with what St. Peter wrote centuries ago in his second epistle (3: 15-16):
Think of Our Lord's patience as your chance to be saved. Our brother Paul, who is so dear to us, told you this when he wrote to you with the wisdom that is his special gift. He always writes like this when he deals with this sort of subject, and this makes some points in his letter hard to understand; these are the points that unlearned and ubalanced people distort, in the same way as ttey distort the rest of scripture - to their own perdition.
It seems then that the Bishop of Santander errs notably when he writes, or puts his signature beneath the statement that « When God wishes to speak, He does it in clear and unmistakable terms; when He wishes to tell us something, His words do not allow tergiversation or obscureness.»
If the bishop and his commission members wish to use this double statement as a doctrinal basis to arrive at the disqualification of the events of Garabandal, since all the things there are not very clear, it would have to be said that the disqualifiers do not shine like brilliant stars.
Its mysterious and obscure beginning
can be a good sign in favor of Garabandal, as it would make us see Garabandal
in the pattern that God is accustomed to use when He unveils Himself to
men. Only at the end of a certain process will what He wishes to tell us
become sufficiently clear; and then not to everyone, but only to those
who do not obstruct His many mercies: who do not prefer
the darkness to the light (John 3: 19)