Memoirs of a Spanish Country Pastor - 14
Translated from the French and Spanish,
Reprinted by kind permission from St. Joseph Publications.
Many persons, interiorly, mentally, asked God for proof of
the authenticity of the apparitions of Our Lady of Garabandal. Answers were
given to them by the visionaries during or after the ecstasies. In August of 1962, I was spending some days at the
village. One night, while leaving the church after the Rosary, I learned that
Jacinta was already in ecstasy and walking through the village. I would have, I
should have joined her. Instead of that, I accompanied her mother Maria to her
home for … dinner. I was eating when the door opened. - “Jacinta is coming to present for the Virgin’s kiss the
articles which were put on the little table in her room.” “Hurry, Maria,” I said, “clean off the table so that no
one sees that I’m busy eating.” And my plate quickly disappeared into the
child’s room. Just in time, for she entered the kitchen in ecstasy. She
fell on her knees in front of me, placed the crucifix on my lips, went into her
room, presented for the Virgin’s kiss everything that she had made ready, and
still in ecstasy, returned to the village. Needless to say, I was not especially proud of myself. After eating, I said goodbye to Maria and her guests so as
to go to the house of Maximina, Conchita’s aunt and Godmother, where I had to
sleep. There was a seminarian there, I think from Bilbao. - “Do you know,” I asked him, “if one of the girls will
have an apparition during the night?” - “Yes, Loli predicted that the Virgin would come at 3
o’clock in the morning.” It would not be hard to imagine my secret chagrin in
thinking that the Virgin could have held me accountable for not having followed
the apparition after the rosary, especially Jacinta’s. Then I rebuked myself
mentally, saying to myself: “I will go to the one this morning with Loli; that
will serve as a sacrifice.” Before going to sleep, I pleaded fervently to Our
Lady. - “Would you give me a sign that you are not angry with
me?” I lay down and slept like a log. Without wishing to excuse myself, the stay at Garabandal
had exhausted me tremendously. It was necessary to go down to Cosio to say Mass,
climb back up to the village each morning. Then I would find out the place where
the girls were and I would rejoin them in order to participate in the labors in
the fields. This had little similarity to my usual parish work at Barro. *** In spite of my deep sleep, I heard someone running to the
house where I was sleeping. It was Nandin, Loli’s brother. He banged on the
door, shouting. - “Maximina, Maximina! Open up quickly. Loli is coming.”
PICTURE:
Jacinta during an ecstatic walk.
I turned on the light. I sat up in my bed and looked at my
watch. - “A quarter to four. What a shame. Loli is in ecstasy
about an hour and I … I’m sleeping!” At that moment, someone knocked on the door of my room. I
pulled back the blanket and answered, “Come in.” With a hard shove, the door opened with a bang, and Loli
in ecstasy was there in the doorway. The floor of my room was lower than that of the hallway by
about 15 centimeters (6 inches). From the doorway, Loli fell down on her knees
into the room. Even with the hard fall, she did not lose her balance. Still on
her knees, I saw her go toward the wall facing my bed, under a large picture of
Maximina and her husband, dead for several years. There she was in prayer. I
didn’t understand it, for I was still unaware that the visionaries, on entering
a house, did what I was just seeing - they prayed for the departed of the
household. That done, Loli turned around, still on her knees, came up
to my bed. With the crucifix that she held in her hand, she made a Sign of the
Cross on the pillow and gave it to me to kiss…and she smiled. Making a half turn
and still on her knees, she went back to the door. Finally, coming to the
doorway, she got up and went out of the room. Coming to myself, I thought: Jumping up, I got out of bed, got dressed and went out in
a hurry in the direction of the church - not without stopping at the home of
Loli, whom I saw still in ecstasy, this time in her kitchen. An incredible thing. She was talking to the Virgin about
exactly what had happened that evening at Jacinta’s house, what Jacinta had told
her between the two ecstasies. Then I heard her say to the Vision, who must have
told her about my arrival. - “He is here. Oh then that’s too much! Don’t leave here
before him. I am so ashamed that he heard what I was saying about him.” For some time, she continued on the same subject,
discussing it with the Virgin. Then she made the sign of the cross; the
apparition was ended. Loli then looked at me, very ashamed of herself, her face
blushed; she lowered her head. - “See here Loli, look at me. You don’t have to blush for
having told our Lady what happened yesterday during Jacinta’s ecstasy.” *** I did not immediately understand that the prayer I said in
Maximina’s room had been generously heard, for the girl was immediately
questioned. - “Why didn’t the Virgin come at the hour set by her; we
noticed a 45-minute delay.” On the following day, Ceferino, took me aside: Finally, I saw the light. My confident prayer and my
repentance had been heard; I had received the sign requested with trust. Before ending this chapter, I want to add that the same
thing happened another time at Maximina’s house again at 10 minutes before 4
o’clock in the morning.
- “Here the Virgin is visiting the children and I… I’m in
bed!”
- “You’re not going to scold me?”
- “Of course not.”
- “Thank you.”
- “Because she wished to show this way her displeasure
with remarks of some women who ridiculed the apparitions last night. She was
angry because, before the ecstasy, they asked me if she painted her nails, if
she wore a necklace, a bracelet, etc…”
- “Yesterday morning, Father, as soon as she went into
ecstasy, Loli went immediately - running - to Maximina’s house where you were
sleeping.”
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